It’s kind of
hard. People will say over and over it’s easy. I’ll get it through. Babysteps first, but sigh. I’m diving all over the place. Going no where. Not knowing what to do. I made a decision where I’d lose so much. To have so little. Not going anywhere. Not knowing who to tell it to. But, letting it out all in my little room. To myself. These secrets I hold, these horrible things I can only keep to myself. No one will know. No one will be able to understand these feelings.
You’ve gave me too many scars. Sometimes it may bring me down, where I cannot bring myself up. Although it’s been in the past, it’s still a scar forever. -.- I’m holding it in, I’m willing to take this much sacrifice to save everyone from hurting, being confused and what not. But still people turn to me and say I’m at fault. I never thought in my life, I’d say this but…”No one really will understand.” - Whenever people said it, I always thought… they’re just not paying enough attention to those who does care, but no. Everyone is too selfish to care.
Why are people so damn selfish, why do they do the things they do, why do they hurt others as if it’s nothing, why does people make life so hard, when in the end, we get nothing even if we school, we aren’t getting good paying jobs, there’s no point of school if we spend so much, we’ll just put ourselves in debt, why are people so damn cruel in this world,
Sighhhhh, this kind of feeling is lost, and will be continued again.. ;/ blah!!
<3ChouaH
